I was going to email you, but you brought it here so I'll reply here.

You left. You weren't driven out, you weren't ostracised. There were plenty of people who would log with you, but you were the one who dropped logs and plots without a word. You segregated yourself. And then when you left, you were the one who took off without talking to any of the people it impacted and refused to return the game journal.

So enough of the 'poor me, I've been cast out' passive aggressive crap, okay? Put on the big boy pants and own up to what you decided.