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deathpixie) wrote2002-03-07 10:06 pm
deathpixie) wrote2002-03-07 10:06 pm
Getting there.
Today was tense, but not as bad as I thought it would be. I'm still not going to be able to relax, tho', not completely - I can feel myself withdrawing even more than I was. Instinctive reaction, I guess.
I have some wonderful friends. Those who responded on my LJ comments, those who emailed... and the mysterious benefactor who paid for six months of LJ membership and completely floored me. Smooches to you all. It's going to be a rough few months until I get out of here, but with friends like you, I can make it. *smiles* And now I have space, could any of you talented arty people knock up an icon or two? Since I don't have to lose my adorable Ann Larimer chibis. :)
Booked the train to Melbourne - BRM's mini won't have the grunt so it's the train for me - and I'm turning up Saturday morning. No real fixed plans as yet, except for Caffienated Beverages and World Domination on Monday - how's 'round 11, meeting at Yasmin's place sound, guys? I've got karate-type things to do, plus a Wondermouse to catch up with (Saturday or Sunday, 'Mouse? And is there Ben-stuff at all?) I'm not making a lot of plans, because they keep backfiring on me - everytime I get excited about something, something happens to screw it up. That's not me being pesimistic, it's me being realistic - it's happened so often lately I can't hack it any more. I'm tired of building my feelings up only to have them shot down again.
I'm leaving the lap top here. I don't have anywhere secure to keep it while I'm out and about, so I'll be emailing my CBFFA segment to my Yahoo account and hoping Dex has gotten my email about sending the final result to the same place so I can put it together.
Sorry for the negative feel to this post - I'm so tired.
I have some wonderful friends. Those who responded on my LJ comments, those who emailed... and the mysterious benefactor who paid for six months of LJ membership and completely floored me. Smooches to you all. It's going to be a rough few months until I get out of here, but with friends like you, I can make it. *smiles* And now I have space, could any of you talented arty people knock up an icon or two? Since I don't have to lose my adorable Ann Larimer chibis. :)
Booked the train to Melbourne - BRM's mini won't have the grunt so it's the train for me - and I'm turning up Saturday morning. No real fixed plans as yet, except for Caffienated Beverages and World Domination on Monday - how's 'round 11, meeting at Yasmin's place sound, guys? I've got karate-type things to do, plus a Wondermouse to catch up with (Saturday or Sunday, 'Mouse? And is there Ben-stuff at all?) I'm not making a lot of plans, because they keep backfiring on me - everytime I get excited about something, something happens to screw it up. That's not me being pesimistic, it's me being realistic - it's happened so often lately I can't hack it any more. I'm tired of building my feelings up only to have them shot down again.
I'm leaving the lap top here. I don't have anywhere secure to keep it while I'm out and about, so I'll be emailing my CBFFA segment to my Yahoo account and hoping Dex has gotten my email about sending the final result to the same place so I can put it together.
Sorry for the negative feel to this post - I'm so tired.
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*goes to root through pictures suitable to making into Rossi-icons*