Back to the doctor I go

[deathpixie]

I'm tired of riding the Captain Paranoia Crazy Rollercoaster. Back with me to the doctor next week, to see about my meds. After nearly two years, it's entirely possible I've developed a tolerance for them and they're not working as well any more; my behaviour over the past couple of months should be a big indicator of that.

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[frito-kal.livejournal.com]

I had noticed, but was at the "Hrm. Perhaps I should observe with concern for my friend." stage and into the "make sure it's not just the suck-ass weather taking a horrible toll" point of observation.

A week of -rain- makes me emo, I tend to let people ride through bad weather before I speak up. (I wonder if that IS part of the cause though?)

[deathpixie]

Partly? I'm not sure - it's worse than usual and like I said to Jen, there's been multiple breakdowns. And the paranoid thinking is back, so I'm tempted to go with "meds not as effective" as much as "weather sucks".

[indiana-j.livejournal.com]

And even if it's not the meds, talking to your doctor is a good thing. There might be things that they can recommend beyond the medication.

[frito-kal.livejournal.com]

Could be a whole mix of things too. I'm glad you're going into the doctor.

[deathpixie]

I'm getting tired of myself. Crazy isn't fun and sexy, it's boring.

[frito-kal.livejournal.com]

Boring and exhausting and prone to even MORE crazy. It's a sticky, cold, wet, cycle of emotional trauma like being stuck forever in a washing machine full of melted popsicles.

[deathpixie]

A salty popsicle. ;)

[frito-kal.livejournal.com]

Ew.

[indiana-j.livejournal.com]

Eeewww.