You're in transition. Basically you're doing and experiencing now what took me another ten-fifteen years to get around to doing because I was stupid and got involved heavily with someone in my first year of uni. In you I see a lot of potential being actualised.
You're still gaining confidence, and learning to trust people, since you've had bad experiences before with friends, and the whole friends leaving you thing is a HUGE button for you. But you're also not afraid to take the chance, and that's what's going to give you the rewards in the end. You're also strong, incredibly so, even tho' you don't see it, and you don't believe us when we tell you so. ;) And because of this, you're harder on yourself than sometimes you should be - you hate to admit limits of any kind, because that doesn't fit in with what you want from life, even though unfortunately you do have some at the moment. The day you don't? Look out world. :)
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Date: 2005-01-19 11:55 pm (UTC)You're still gaining confidence, and learning to trust people, since you've had bad experiences before with friends, and the whole friends leaving you thing is a HUGE button for you. But you're also not afraid to take the chance, and that's what's going to give you the rewards in the end. You're also strong, incredibly so, even tho' you don't see it, and you don't believe us when we tell you so. ;) And because of this, you're harder on yourself than sometimes you should be - you hate to admit limits of any kind, because that doesn't fit in with what you want from life, even though unfortunately you do have some at the moment. The day you don't? Look out world. :)