It's been a long time since I read your journal, I hope you don't mind me reading it, but you once told me I could. I read your last few posts about living in Canada, new computer, and it sounds good, apart from your dizzy spells, etc. I had Vitamin B12 issues too a little while ago, and they caught it in time for it not to be serious, but it could have been. Maybe I was meant to read the comment about long term relationship breakups being bad, but it has been bad for me too, in a cascading effect from my own stupidity and carelessness and fear. I still don't understand half of what you talk about to other fan-ficcers, but I'm glad you've now got a good bunch of friends to rely on. I was never much of a friend to you, I suppose, and can't help feeling that you wasted large chunks of your life with me, the bits that were meant to be the most interesting and productive ones. Anyway, I don't want to be maudlin and make you sad, anymore than I have, and just want to say that I still think about you, often fondly and hope you are going ok. Belated happy birthday, BTW.
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Date: 2006-06-06 10:28 pm (UTC)Maybe I was meant to read the comment about long term relationship breakups being bad, but it has been bad for me too, in a cascading effect from my own stupidity and carelessness and fear. I still don't understand half of what you talk about to other fan-ficcers, but I'm glad you've now got a good bunch of friends to rely on. I was never much of a friend to you, I suppose, and can't help feeling that you wasted large chunks of your life with me, the bits that were meant to be the most interesting and productive ones. Anyway, I don't want to be maudlin and make you sad, anymore than I have, and just want to say that I still think about you, often fondly and hope you are going ok. Belated happy birthday, BTW.
Mark