I guess by 'not the right people' I mean 'people who are physically in the same locale'. It's a failing on my part that I seem to need more in the way of physical reinforcement than I ever used to, and when I get like this, what I seem to only count is someone being there and letting me use them as a crying towel. *wry* Part of the cycle - even with proof in writing I have people who care, I tend to discount it because it doesn't fit in with the whole "I'm all alone and no-one cares mindset" I get into, and discounting people online is a lot easier than discounting people who are physically there.
Feel free to kick me in the butt for being a rude doofus when you turn up in March. ;)
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Date: 2007-01-31 03:17 pm (UTC)I guess by 'not the right people' I mean 'people who are physically in the same locale'. It's a failing on my part that I seem to need more in the way of physical reinforcement than I ever used to, and when I get like this, what I seem to only count is someone being there and letting me use them as a crying towel. *wry* Part of the cycle - even with proof in writing I have people who care, I tend to discount it because it doesn't fit in with the whole "I'm all alone and no-one cares mindset" I get into, and discounting people online is a lot easier than discounting people who are physically there.
Feel free to kick me in the butt for being a rude doofus when you turn up in March. ;)