Lonely may be awful. But I'm never lonely. I have friends and family and random strangers I talk to at bus-stops and internet buddies and colleagues etc etc. And when I am alone, it's because I've chosen to be.
I may need to tattoo that somewhere in my brain, because I am hating being lonely this year. HAAAAATE.
And Rossi?
Possibly I'm projecting here, but there's a good reason why I've been single for so long - I didn't trust myself not to get into another bad relationship at first and now I'm not wanting to fall headlong into another until I'm sure I can love me first - relationships aren't crutches and it's not fair to the other person to use them that way.
This is part of why my most recent relationship tanked. I really want to stop feeling defective.
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Date: 2010-12-03 12:53 am (UTC)I may need to tattoo that somewhere in my brain, because I am hating being lonely this year. HAAAAATE.
And Rossi?
Possibly I'm projecting here, but there's a good reason why I've been single for so long - I didn't trust myself not to get into another bad relationship at first and now I'm not wanting to fall headlong into another until I'm sure I can love me first - relationships aren't crutches and it's not fair to the other person to use them that way.
This is part of why my most recent relationship tanked. I really want to stop feeling defective.