Not with a bang or a whimper...
Apr. 23rd, 2002 05:24 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
deathpixie... but a note left on the kitchen bench and a blessedly unoccupied house. It seems that in the end BRM couldn't handle a long drawn-out goodbye seen either. Or maybe he was thinking of my feelings. Either way, he's gone, and my space is exactly that, my space.
I'm not sure how I'm feeling right now. I'm too tired to tell. *wry grin* All I know is that maybe now I can start sorting things out in my head again, after the jumble of the past two weeks. He'll be back at some point to pick up his stuff, but the initial move has been made, and there's no turning back. Because I won't let him. Ros was very adamant about that - it's time to look after myself.
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Happy thoughts, although I did sniffle a little opening my mail. Many thanks for the card, CJ - one to go up on my Wall O' Fame. *grins* And Hilly and Jen, many, mant thanks and hugs for the Christmas gifties. I'm ironing my work jacket tonight with the express intention of wearing the pin on my lapel at work tomorrow; I'll be digging out some leather cord for the pendant. And, joy of joys, another parcel waiting for me at the post office tomorrow. :) I don't now what I would do without you guys, and if I ever complain about feeling unloved again, you can dump me head first in a vat of peanut butter (which is probably worse for me than it sounds to you - I hate the stuff. *g*).
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Time to start moving forward again - I've been stalled for far too long.
I'm not sure how I'm feeling right now. I'm too tired to tell. *wry grin* All I know is that maybe now I can start sorting things out in my head again, after the jumble of the past two weeks. He'll be back at some point to pick up his stuff, but the initial move has been made, and there's no turning back. Because I won't let him. Ros was very adamant about that - it's time to look after myself.
***
Happy thoughts, although I did sniffle a little opening my mail. Many thanks for the card, CJ - one to go up on my Wall O' Fame. *grins* And Hilly and Jen, many, mant thanks and hugs for the Christmas gifties. I'm ironing my work jacket tonight with the express intention of wearing the pin on my lapel at work tomorrow; I'll be digging out some leather cord for the pendant. And, joy of joys, another parcel waiting for me at the post office tomorrow. :) I don't now what I would do without you guys, and if I ever complain about feeling unloved again, you can dump me head first in a vat of peanut butter (which is probably worse for me than it sounds to you - I hate the stuff. *g*).
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Time to start moving forward again - I've been stalled for far too long.
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Date: 2002-04-23 03:59 am (UTC)Still thinking of you.
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Date: 2002-04-23 05:04 am (UTC)Love you.
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Date: 2002-04-23 05:09 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2002-04-24 12:30 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2002-04-24 06:49 am (UTC)*hug*
Date: 2002-04-23 06:58 am (UTC)*snugs*
Date: 2002-04-23 10:22 am (UTC)*snugs* Rossi rocks. ^_^
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Date: 2002-04-23 07:42 pm (UTC)Forward is good. I've discovered I much prefer when life is heading somewhere (no matter how slowly) to when I'm stuck in neutral. :)
Oh, have to give Gerg partial credit on the pendant. If I recall correctly, he actually spotted it, while I was angsting over the choice of earings for Hly. :)
Take care. Have fun. And Enjoy.
Jenn
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Date: 2002-04-23 07:43 pm (UTC)no subject
Oh, I'll do worse than that. You start wallowing in that "unloved" state again and you'll force me to start sending you... Britney MP3s.
*evil cackle*