Still here

[deathpixie]

The session went okay. First session, lots of rehashing of everything in my life. Which left little time for actual addressing, beyond the usual sort of pep talk I get from my friends. *wry* Yes, you've all been right all along and I'm a dope. I made another appointment for two weeks, came home, cried through a shower and then curled up on the couch in my pyjamas watching West Wing with the roomie. I'm okay. Not great, but okay. I've taken that first step, at least.

We'll see how it goes.

Apologies for not answering any personal email after a certain point today - I just haven't been in the best frame of mind for talking about problems. Mine or anyone else's.

Comments

[technophobia.livejournal.com]

"The Jackal" makes me so ever-lovin' hot for CJ.

CJ/Danny OTP.

[ferox.livejournal.com]

I love the episode with Simon and CJ at the range.

C.J.: I like that you're tall.
SIMON: You do?
C.J.: It makes me feel more feminine.

Just because it's so... not serious. But it is. But it- okay, maybe it's a tall woman joke, but that exchange did it for me.

[technophobia.livejournal.com]

I did love Simon, because Mark Harmon is awesome, but I've always had a soft spot for Danny Concannon.

[ferox.livejournal.com]

Oh, I don't care one way or the other about the pairings. More CJ for me, please.

(I also adore the time the President called her Claudia Jean. Because. Well. CLAUDIA JEAN. Ohlove.)

It's really too bad politics makes me foam at the mouth and drop into really quiet seizures, or, you know. I'd watch more.

[http://users.livejournal.com/_bounce_/]

C.J. is so many kinds of awesome.