Bugger

My mail program has developed a bug of some sort - basically it keeps crashing whenever I try and open it to get at my mail. I'm going to try some tweaking tonight, but in the meantime, I'm changing the addy on this journal so I don't miss comments. Apologies to those who have sent me mail recently and haven't gotten a reply yet - I can't actually access it at the moment.

*grfs* I really hope it's not an indication my computer's on its last legs. Been crashing a hell of a lot lately...

It's the morning meme...

I seem incapable of working before 10 am lately. So, the usual meme.

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( 31 Questions. )

Sorry, couldn't resist...

Don't do quizzes that often, but hey, it's the obsession... Ganked from [Bad username or site: @ livejournal.com]

( Which Firefly Character Are You? )

Missing In Action: General Enthusiam

Also, Sergeant Motivation.

*rimshot*

Seriously though, I'm so tired. Have been for days now. All my enthusiasm for stuff, even the trip and all, is down around my toes somewhere. As for creative stuff... gah. Haven't felt like writing anything for a week or two now. I have, since I've been needed for RPG stuff, but yeah, the efforts are pretty half-hearted. And I'm really not that revved up about my own plot, which is instrumental to what I've been doing all year. *sighs* Just... don't have the energy.

I'll try cranking up the B12 - the bone-deep weariness is similar to when I was deficient, and the wacky eating patterns probably haven't helped. Massage tonight - bliss! - which should help with the sleeping, since yeah, tense as all hell. And having nightmares to boot - woke myself up last night with dreams about having to stab someone in the stomach with a sharpened stick, and then more about killing white rats. *shrugs* Don't ask my subconscious what's with all the destruction lately. And a night out with friends doing something fun should also help.

Then one more day of half-assed work (I'm really not pulling my weight at the moment at all), and the weekend where I can sleep in and take things a bit easier. Thank god.